How I stopped my OCD compulsions

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How I stopped my OCD compulsions: Some useful techniques

Compulsions can be both overt and covert. Overt compulsions are visible behaviors, such as hand-washing, checking locks, or counting. Covert compulsions are mental rituals, such as repeating certain words to oneself or mentally reviewing events to search for possible mistakes.

The most difficult for me was mental compulsions. I had to learn how to think differently and not give in to the compulsions. It was the most challenging task to accomplish. I had to work on it constantly and never give up.

My thoughts were always focused on something negative that happened in the past or would occur in the future, especially if there was a chance that it could cause harm to my loved ones or me.

How I stopped my OCD compulsions

It’s not easy; at the same time, it is. It’s a simple process, but it takes time, practice, and dedication to get the result you want.

There are two key factors that I used to overcome my compulsions:

– Acceptance of uncertainty

– Exposure and Response Prevention (ERP) practices

I didn’t believe at first that these two techniques would work, but I was wrong. 🙂 I will explain both methods in detail and how to use them to overcome your compulsions.

Acceptance of Uncertainty:

It’s a natural response to avoid things we don’t like or are afraid of, but this compulsion only reinforces the behavior and makes it challenging to reverse.

Most people have intrusive thoughts, OCD or not. However, when you have OCD, your brain tends to focus on the negative ones and gives them more importance than they deserve. 

Acceptance of uncertainty means embracing the reality that sometimes things will go wrong, and you can do nothing about it. You must accept what happened in the past or may happen in the future and use your energy to move forward, not look back.

I thought this technique was challenging when I first tried it because of all the catastrophic thoughts, but with practice and dedication, it became easier.

Acceptance of uncertainty is about learning to live in the present moment without worrying about what happened or may happen in the future. It’s not easy at first, but everyone can learn how to do it if they want. If you are determined enough, then nothing will stop you.

Checking compulsions 

One of the most common types of checking compulsion is to check that the door is locked. For example, when you think, did I close the door? The OCD starts to say; maybe you didn’t. You can imagine how many times I had to check whether the door was locked or not. It can be one of the most exhausting types of checking compulsions.

How I reduced my checking compulsions

I would tell myself that if I checked something, I would do it once.I needed to accept that it was looked, move on and resist rechecking it again.

I needed to accept that it was just a thought and not real. I would tell myself that if the door wasn’t looked, then I would deal with it when it happened. I would try to distract myself from the thought by doing something else.

The important thing was that I didn’t give in to my compulsion. It’s important to realize that checking is a compulsion and not a solution.

Mental Compulsions

What are mental compulsions? It’s when you try to block, replace or hide your thoughts. For example, the Bad Thought “My mother will die” mental compulsion stops the thought, for example: counting to ten three times and saying, “all will be fine, my mother will not die” at the end.

Or, repeating a word or mantra in your mind, for example, “My mother will not die,” “My mother will not die,” “My mother will not die.” you do all this to prevent harm from coming to your mother, this is when the faulty belief system is at play.

What is the problem with this behavior? 

First of all, you are neither a Magician nor a GOD 🙂 . At least I am not. People will not disappear or die just because you do a compulsion or not. But this is OCD we are talking about where the imagination takes control of you. It did for me :(. When you do this behavior, it’s like putting an alcoholic on a bar stool. 

I learned not to give in to the mental compulsions because that was feeding my OCD for so many years. I realized that this could last forever if I did not stop.

What I did was that I accepted my intrusive thoughts just as they are, without judgment. I let them come and go without any effort to block them. If an idea popped up in my mind that someone would die, I would say to myself, “OK, that’s a bad thought, and it’s normal for me to have them.”

The key is not to fight the thoughts because OCD will only strengthen them. You need to be patient and let them be without any interference from you. It was tough initially, but I kept working on it and made a lot of progress. I told myself that it was OK to have these thoughts.

Then, I took the action of doing something else. For example, when my OCD tells me that “something bad will happen” or “my mother will die,” then I tell myself that it’s just an obsession, and for this reason alone, I don’t have to do compulsions, and I am not GOD I can’t make things happen just by thinking.

Avoidance behavior

When you have OCD, avoidance behavior is one of the most common compulsions. For example, you avoid certain situations or people because your OCD tells you that “something bad will happen.”

For example, everything that reminded me about my intrusive thoughts was avoided to a great length. It could be everything from people to places, even words.

When you are in the middle of an obsession, and your mind is telling you, Your mother will die,” do not resist and do not try to block those thoughts.

Avoidance from intrusive thoughts, things, and places will not work! Just try to let those thoughts come and go as they please, don’t give them any importance.

After all, why should you avoid something because your OCD says so? Avoiding compulsions will only make your OCD stronger, so don’t do it! It’s hard at first, but you will see that the anxiety only worsens if you do avoidance behaviors.

What is the problem with avoidance behavior?

It will feed your OCD and make it worse. For example, if you avoid doing something because your OCD tells you that somebody will die (which happened to me), the anxiety worsens until it starts killing you. I have lived with this problem for decades, so imagine how I felt when giving up avoidance behaviors.

Fortunately, it worked. The anxiety slowly faded without resistance or avoidance by letting the thoughts come and go. Avoiding your OCD thoughts will give it more energy to come back stronger.

Reassurance Seeking

You go to your family or friends to ask for reassurance. When they tell you, “Don’t worry about it, everything is fine.”- guess what happens? The OCD comes back with a vengeance. Why does this not work? Because the OCD doubts everything- even reassurance.

What you need to do is fight the compulsion. How? Say to yourself, “No thanks, I don’t want reassurance.” You might feel anxious when doubts come into play, but the anxiety will get better if you keep saying no. The more you ask, the more importent OCD gets, so don’t do it! 

To fight my Reassurance Compulsion, I did stop asking for reassurance and telling myself that it was OK.Not easy, but it’s doable. After a while, the anxiety lessened and almost disappeared completely. The key is not to give in. Trust yourself and your rationality, and the OCD will fade away!

How I changed my behavior towards reassurance seeking 

I realized that asking for reassurance was just a compulsion; it didn’t help me at all. The more I asked, the worse things got. So why should you do this if you know it doesn’t help?

You should avoid this type of behavior because it will only make your OCD stronger. The anxiety gets worse with every reassurance.

It’s hard initially, but you will see that the anxiety only worsens if you keep asking for reassurance from others. Just try to let those thoughts come and go as they please, don’t give them any importance.

Final thoughts

My OCD was so bad that I had to change my behavior drastically. It took a while, but it worked. When you have OCD, just let the thoughts play in your mind as they please. Do not give them any importance.

It’s the only way to win over OCD, in my opinion. You will see that it works after a while. The anxiety fades away when you don’t fight or avoid your thoughts. 

It’s hard at first, but it works. Don’t fight your OCD- just let the thoughts come and go as they please without any resistance or avoidance behavior. I know it sounds crazy, but try to trust me on this one! It works when you stop fighting your OCD compulsions. I hope this helps someone out there.

You can also join our OCD community, where you can get tips and connect with other OCD sufferers. Do you know any other way to fight intrusive thoughts? Please leave your comment below. I would love to read it!

Notable Replies

  1. My favorite part of the article. It’s funny how I’ve been worrying about everything my entire life and never tried to ask myself similar questions.

  2. That’s an excellent question we should constantly ask ourselves. We can influence some events by doing something wrong, but our thoughts alone are unlikely to make this happen.

  3. I have read that our thoughts can also materialize things, but this is when we constantly think about something. I would feel the best if I didn’t have thoughts that are not welcomed in my mind, but this is something I can’t control :frowning:

  4. Your intrusive thoughts have nothing to do with any materialization of things because they are unwanted and pass by. It’s not something that you desire and manifest.

  5. That’s good to know and makes sense, but not when I experience those thoughts. I wish I could do something about it and have more control over what comes into my head.

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